Exam time~
When I am writing this post, my school is actually having exam and I am supposed to be study in my room. Anyway, another 2 more days to Mothers' Day, gonnna celebrating with my grandma this year. Okay, back to school life, everything just as normal as usual, what I can say is, I am really tired throughout the lesson in school. I went to bed early every night but I still feel so sleepy in the class :P but of course, I have to thank my friends who cheer me up whenever they saw me not in the mood :) Hmm, he is having tuition now and I miss him NOW AT THE MOMENT. Can anyone there bring him to me ? I am not greedy, just a minute enough !! Okay, I am so desperate to see him. :O Gonna take a nap, so yea, buh-bye :)

I AM BACK ~
Hey there, finally I am here to update my dead blog. Yea, school started since January, of course. And everything is still okay so far. Exam just passed, and I didn't do well in the exam. After the streaming, I become more pressure. I hope everything can do the best but end up, it doesn't. Hmm, I am sitting for PMR this year and I do not ready yet. What's my problem actually ? Why can't I just sit there and study ? *headache*
Okay, friendship ? For me, I think my friendship had totally changed. I had been separated with my best friend. I can't talk to her. I mean I can't talk to her so often like last time. I got so many problems which I hope I can talk to her but... Doesn't know how to express my feeling :(
RELATIONSHIP now. Me and him are still like normal. But his attitude really changed a lot. I don't know weather he is just sympathy me or he really takes me as his best friends. He is cool. Sometimes friendly, sometimes will just show me his emo face. Well, I don't care. As long as he really care about me :) <3 Thanks him as he is the one always be my side when I am facing some problems <3
Have to start my maths revision now, so yea, have to stop here :)
*Blogger is the one and only place for me to express my feelings :)

冬至节
大家好,冬至节快乐!今天是冬至节!对,没错!:)呵呵,想吃汤圆吗?来我家,我请你!今天下午去了Sunway,买了2件衣服,以及2双耳环。嗯,蛮贵的呢!然后去了阿嫲的家。很多表哥都带女朋友回来。说实话,都不是美女,也不是和表哥很配!但,他们喜欢就好啦!然后回家。猜猜,发生了什么事?有老鼠在我家啊!
超可怕的!整件事情是这样的!回到家,我和我的妈妈就进了Store,然后橱上的Maggie竟然跌了下来!还以为是自己不小心弄跌的,就不以为然。走到外面,咦, 为什么拜神的糕点跌了下来的?我的妈呀,有老鼠!*我和我的妹妹就赶紧跑去沙发上坐了下来!知道爸爸说:“哎呀,快点上去楼上冲凉啦,楼上没有东西吃,老鼠不会跑上去的啦!” 听了这句话后,我们才以最快的速度跑了上去,就想说现在在楼上,就能安心了!我回了房间,就和妹妹迫待地试戴耳环。突然,我看见有一个东西滑入电视柜下。(当时还不懂事老鼠!)我就问我妹妹是不是她的东西跌了进去。她说不是,然后他就低头进去看是什么东西!啊!!!她突然喊了,大声说:“是老鼠啊!” 听后,我们就爬上床去,不敢动!就可笑的是,爸爸开了房门,说:“老鼠在那里?哎呀,不用紧啦,等妈咪出来先,因为我也很怕!” 什么啊?结果等妈咪出来,爸爸和妈妈才一起抓老鼠!我妹妹吓得哭了;而我则是吓得发抖!半个小时后,老鼠成功被抓住了!妈妈要我们回去睡觉,可是我们还是心惊胆跳的!而我则是怕怕的睡了一觉。

幻想!
恭喜我啦!终于如我所愿,我开始温习功课了!其实这是我第一次觉得读书会上瘾的!LOL...不要怪我那么早读书,我是因为怕明年的成绩罢了!明年我想要在五名以内,所以现在当然要发奋图强啊!这个假期,说实在的,除了去Pulau Langkawi的那四天,其它天都很闷!在家无所事事,只能看DVD。但看太多了,妈又会骂!所以在家真的是很少东西可以做!不懂为什么,最近我没有那么迷小说了!Hmm...并不知道为什么呢?还记得以前的我啊,只要还有小说每阅读完,我就会“看夜车”也要把它读完呢!或许我慢慢开始觉得小说的内容都大同小异了吧!为何没有一点故事情节较刺激、较新颖的小说呢?说起小说,我刚看完了一本,我觉得故事情节蛮不错。(偷偷跟你说,是关于爱情的!)书里的女主角(云左左)考进了一所艺人学校,是为了亲眼目睹自己的偶像(也是该书的男主角)---〉白曜一眼!但就因为自己偶像的一句话,云左左拼了命都要待在白曜身边!中间,发生了让男女主角起冲突的事件。正当云左左要放弃和白曜在一起的机会时,好运就降临到云左左身边!而到最后,云左左和白曜当然是在一起啦!Hmm...读后,我又开始幻想了!呵呵,真希望我也会像云左左那么幸福!:)是衷心希望的!好啦,现在的我就等开学吧!学校的生活真好!

Dead blog ~
Seriously, my blog is dead. I am just so lazy to update :P Hmm, what happen now ? I dont know. I dont know how my life now is. Everyday do nothing. Bought a new phone, but yea, regretted. xD Errrrrrr, they said there is streaming next year and all of my classmates seems like not really happy. I know the feeling but of course, I prefer streaming. I dont know why. So please dont scold me when my friends see this post. Holidays gonna end. So fast. 1 and a 1/2 month. My mom had just scolded me for not preparing exam for next year. She said I have not enough time to prepare Form 1-3's syllabus next year. Of course I know k ? But I really dont have the mood to study. Once I see those reference books, I feel like want to sleep. And yea, I really go to sleep and leave the reference books on my table. I know I'll regret when I sit for the exam next year, but how ? I cant change my bad habit. Can anyone there force me to do revision? I really want to score 8As' for my PMR, I dont want my mom feel disappointed of my results. Hmmm... I think I have to make a time table. But I know all the activities which had planned will not be follow accurately ! :P And finally, I had tidy up my study room. But my table still got a lot of rubbishes. ZZzzz See, I want to sleep already. But I cant ! LOL. Okay, I promise, really promise, really really promise I will start my revision soon. Wish me luck :) <3 you guys. And yea, I miss my primary school, friends and teachers ! Hope can meet them up 1 day.. <3

假期的一天~
好啦,终于有时间让忘我更新我的部落了 :) 考完试了,可是说是暂时松了一口气,成绩大致上都还好,但还不是我预计之内。去年,我告诉我自己,今年的最后一次考试,我要拿全A;但现在的这个时候,我又再次地告诉我自己,没关系,最重要的是在明年的大考,PMR拿到全A就好了!唉,我就是这样,每次给自己设下的目标都没有达成,然后就会自我安慰说没关系。有时,我真的对我自己感到失望! 昨天,去了USJ9的草场进行了St. John的练习。一开始,绕草场跑了2圈。一开始,一切都还好,但在差不多要跑完的时候,我突然有种喘不过气的感觉,可是幸好我没有倒下去!真是天助我也!:) 晚上呢,去了Kar Vei的生日派对,说真的,还蛮闷的呢!其实我并不是很想去的啦,但,最后不懂什么原因,我还是去了!嗯,就趁这个机会和他说声生日快乐吧! 现在,我感觉有点辛苦,伤风、咳嗽、手手脚脚都很痛!我想我真的病了!可能是在考试的那段时间,每天都熬夜,对鲜少熬夜的我可以说是一种折磨啊!不过,现在的这个时候,我校已经开始了学校假期,所以我会有较多的时间在家休息。不过,我也不是很喜欢假期。(一)我不能再见到他 (二)我会想念他 (三)我也会想念和他讲话的时光 (四)我也会想念我的朋友!现在我才发觉,想念是多么痛苦的一件事!真的是希望假期快点过去,我想要回到学校去啊! [或许,我已经放弃你了。因为,我突然对某个人有莫名的感觉] 这句话是我在某一天说的。至今,我还搞不清楚自己内心深处的感觉。有时,我觉得站在我面前的你,是不是我从前就认识的你。但这一切一切的疑问,我并不想要知道,因为你对我已经没有那么重要了! 今天的这个时候,或许我所说的,都不是真心话!但,我现在真的很想就赶快把他忘掉!因为我觉得我太愚蠢了,为他流泪、为他做那么多的事情!

Here to update ~
Okay, my blog is dead for 1 month I think. Lol. I am just so busy for doing nothing. I have to prepare for my exam but I really don't have the mood. Anyway, next year will be streaming for all form 2s' students and yea, I AM FORM 2's student. OH MY GOD, I am just loved my classmates so much, and why must we separated so fast ? Nah, we have no choice, if want to blame, we have to blame the headmaster ! Lol. Hmph, school life is quite good, but I have to do so many house chores this week as my sister went to China. I am so jealous of her. Went overseas twice in a month. hahahaha :) Then, I feel so scare now, I have to talk to my English tuition teacher this Friday. I think she need to give me counseling session because of a writing lesson. Lol, If I know this will happen, I will not decide to join the lesson, but now, is too late !

原来你真的会影响我的心情!
星期五,一个可以说是让我看清楚你在我心里的地位。话说,当我看到你和我擦肩而过,但没有和我说一句话的那一刻,我真的很失望。在我站岗的二十分钟,我的眼神是完全没有离开过你可能出现的出口。当时我真的希望,你,将会立刻出现在我面前!回到班后,我的心情简直是跌落谷底,我在想:你是不是怎样了?为什么迟迟都还没出现呢?当时,我真的没有想过,原来你的存在,对我来说是那么地重要,而我,到今时今日才发觉!后来,看到你的出现,我稍为放心,但还是感到有点生气!并不知道为什么,就是那突如其来的感觉罢了!总括来说,你,真的会影响我的心情!<3

发神经~
为什么今天每个人的神经都有问题的? 喜欢就来找我, 不喜欢就把我痛骂一顿。 你们以为我是什么? 我也是有尊严的。 动不动就骂人, 你们以为你们是谁? 大人物啊? 你们全部去死吧! 我根本就不懂为什么有你们这班朋友, 我并不稀罕你们当我的朋友。 我只是想要一个真心的朋友罢了, 而不是一个每天都只会拿我来出气的朋友! 我真的很讨厌你们。 此时此刻的我, 真的很想念我的小学朋友!

清楚~
想了好久好久, 我才决定, 我到底应不应该写这篇文章, 毕竟, 我怕某一个人看到了, 会对我的误会更加地深。 但, 我管不了那么多了, 因为你, 实在是让我忍无可忍。 你对我有什么仇恨, 你可以冲着我来, 但, 请你不要乱发脾气, 因为这世界上, 不仅只是你有脾气, 每个人都会有的。 你是否想过, 当你发脾气, 在你身旁的人, 是什么感受吗? 我想你不曾知道吧! 每当你做错事情的时候, 在你身旁的朋友, 都会当作没事般, 因为每个人都抱着“忍一时风平浪静,退一步海阔天空”的道理。 但, 就因为这样一次又一次地容忍, 你就变本加厉, 不喜欢, 就像孙悟空大闹天宫, 希望把每一个人的目光都停留在你身上。 但, 那种目光, 并不是光彩的目光, 而是一种自取其辱的目光。 毕竟你已经活在这世上有十四年了, 但你完完全全不知道, 自己走的每一步, 做的每一件事, 上天都在看着! 其实, 我并不介意你看到我对你说的东西, 如果你想要误会下去, 我也没办法, 毕竟我要做的, 都已经做了。 自我反省的工作就交给你自己了! 如果你希望你的朋友一个个离你而去, 那你可以继续你现在的所作所为; 但如果你希望每一位和你交朋友都是真心的呢, 那你就应该把你交朋友的态度, 以及你那令人讨厌的行为改掉吧! 总而言之, 你的一切一切, 都是你自己掌控的, 你以后的生活也只有你自己最清楚!

如何度过假期的两天?

嗨,我真得好累哦!很想好好睡一觉!可是难得假期咧,如果终日就只是睡觉,可是会浪费很多时间咧,所以还是可以出去就出去咯,哈哈!>< 嗯,今天星期二,前天呢,我妹参加舞蹈比赛,当然,他们成功获奖了!哈哈哈,蛮替他们开心的啦!嗯,然后呢,昨天,我们去了Kuala Selangor吃东西,其实我觉得并没有那么好吃啦,我回去呢,完全是因为我不想要呆在家,因为这样,我会超级无敌的闷!>< 然后晚上,就是我最喜欢的一刻,我们去了书展,那书展超大型的咧,一进场,我们就“哇”的一声,因为实在是太大了也!以前啊,就是吉隆坡会塞车,所以就算有这种大型的活动,我们都不可能去到,呵呵,这次呢,巧遇放假,所以我们才有的去,真的是谢天谢地呀!我买了好多书,其中包括嘉阳出版的、红蜻蜓出版的。当然还有其它的。有很多书,我都找不到,所以就只好放弃,因为那里实在是很大、很大!希望呢,以后我还有机会去那么大型的书展,因为我真的是超喜欢在低价买书,因为可以省很多钱!:)

爬山。。。
好啦,我又来讲废话咯。哈哈。。。等下要去爬山,好久没有去了,不懂还爬到没,哈哈。嗯,晚上要去天后宫,看我妹跳舞,祝她好运吧!很难要打字咧,所以就先酱咯,哈哈。。。

我会尝试!

好啦,假期第一天。当然,我还不懂要怎样度过我的假期!我很希望我这个假期可以复习功课,但我知道是不能的啦!因为啊,我一定一直追看连续剧,所以我甚至希望明天我就可以做完我的功课!总而言之,尽力而为吧!哈哈哈哈!好啦,昨天,Sarah换了我的岗位,我真的超级无敌讨厌那个岗位咧,没人陪我讲话,陪我谈心事!唉,算了,反正我又不能换回去!好啦,既然现在是假期,所以我也不要那么多废话,反正假期还有很多天呢!

难道你没有错吗?


好了,让我来埋怨下吧!嗯,最近我爸的脾气超级不好!一点小事就发脾气!现在我并不是很想和我爸说话!就算只是一点小事,他都在那念不停!我真的开始讨厌他了!难道每件事情都是我们的错,你们没错吗?就算你们有错,那你们又看到吗?难道小孩就会做错,大人就不会吗?为什么我们做错,你就要骂我们,但你们做错的时候,却没人可以出声!算了,我要收拾心情,做功课!

终于~

哈哈哈哈哈哈,终于我在这个时间,5:12 PM 吃了我的午餐,所以我才有心情在这边胡说八道!LOL :D Hmm,今天去了观音庙,超多人的!那里又帮人超度的服务,所以在佛前面,摆了许许多多的灵牌!无意间,我妹看到一个灵牌前,摆了许多的玩具,心想:应该是个小孩吧?她告诉我后,我真的有股想要哭的冲动,但我还是忍了下来!
再多两天,我的妹妹就要去泰国,曼谷了。说真的,我有点不舍!除此之外,所有的家务,我都必须帮忙做,比如说,烫衣,之类的!哎呀,随便啦!幸好只是四天三夜,要不然,我要怎样活呢?哈哈哈哈哈!好了,我又去打球了!下星期再和大家说有趣的事情咯!

HARLO :D

好啦,又是时候和大家报告报告了!派了成绩,不是很理想!可是我不管那么多了,反正又不是很重要!可是最后一次我一定要做得最好,因为有分班啊!*怕* 你知道吗,如果被派到好班的话,压力很大,但如果那班是中等的,那又没有挑战性!唉,真的是左右难选!
嗯,今天买了车,是二手车啦!我爸爸妈妈没有那么多钱啦!买来呢,是方便妈妈载学生!所以咯!哈哈哈哈哈!最近要省钱啊,要储蓄,拿来装修屋子!阿嫲的眼睛不懂做么,看东西蒙蒙的,所以要搬过来和我们一起住,方便我们照顾她!希望病情不会恶化!今天呢,要去探望她!总之,希望每件事都不会变坏!
还有什么事说呢?嗯,对了,最近我们班很流行一个话题!哈哈哈哈哈,可是我不像讲啦,因为等下有人会乱乱想!所以就,酱咯!可是我还是想问你们一个问题也!如果你有个gay/les的朋友,你会怎样?哈哈哈哈哈哈!

HAHAHHAHAHA :D
Okay, WOW. When I'm writing this post, I heard someone cried and it is so annoying ! Anyway, I have many things to tell today. First of all, last Friday was Pn. Nageshvari retirement and I'm quite sad about it. She is a responsible teacher although I not really know her. That moment, I really feel like tears coming out, but it doesnt, I think no one will cried for her, so better I dont cry. And yea, I wonder who our new Civic/ICTL teacher. I hope that she/he wont be a strict teacher :D
Secondly, I went to Sunway Pyramid with my family today. And of course, I saw
Yu Yi, Wei Leng and Eunice Loo there. I really hope that my dad/mum will allow me to follow them but it was fail in the moment when I saw them. So that time, my face will just like...So, I dont really care about it because I had knew the result. After I ate my breakfast/lunch, my dad suddenly asked me, weather I want to follow them or not. OF COURSE I want, but I didnt because I fail to buy the movie ticket which is beside them. So, just went shopping with my family.
And okay, HAHAHAHHAHA :D The last thing is the most happier thing I want to share. I'll got a new phone another 2 months. YEAH xP. Finally my mum say YES to buy a new phone to me. HAHAHHAHAHA :D My mum cant make it today because my dad had just bought a new phone and it was not belongs to me. Anyway, I just have to wait for another two months :D HAHHAHAHAHHAHA :D OMG, cant stop laughing :D HAHAHAHAHAHAHA :D
Okay, thanks for reading this, and yea, byee !! :D

think before you trust his words ~
A-跟我传简讯的人
B-简讯中提起的人

Hello. 好了,言归正传吧!看下题目,对了,这个就是昨天某人对我说的一句话,我看后,觉得很惊讶!其实,也不是说非常啦!可是,我就是有点吓到而已。对咯,他说,B所说的话,有可能是骗人的,所以不要相信!可是A又说,不是完全是在骗人,所以要靠自己分析出来!啥?我不明白。为什么B要隐瞒、说谎话呢?难道他就是那么地喜欢说谎话?我不知道。我看了“think before you trust his words” 这六个字后,心里仿佛就有点不安了。我在想:我应该相信B还是A?可是。。。我不知道!临睡前,我一直回想B和我说过的东西,我真的希望他,不会骗我,因为我讨厌被人骗的感觉!总之呢,这件事希望是A,个人的意见吧!毕竟我不希望他们的友谊出现裂痕!:)

Exam over ~ :D
LOL. Hi, I'm here to update my blog. Hmm.. Exam just over and I not really happy with my results. Anyway, I'm ready to enjoy my life now ! I think I'll work hard next time. LOL !! Hmm.. Tuition class for today cancelled and I'm quite happy because I can online ! HAHAHHAAHA :D Okay, I think I will let my dad scold tonight, because my phone's fees will be very expensive ! I keep sms with a guy this few days ! And sleep late every night ! LOL. And I think this is the reason I cant concentrate during exam time ! Anyway, I have to stop now ! I scare my mum will scold me :D LOL.

我讨厌死你!!
啊,去死吧!我真的很讨厌你啊!为什么这个世界上那么地不公平?(注明:我所说的是我弟弟!)我真的很恨你!为什么你做错事,却可以还是那么快乐的度过?不用挨骂。而我,却要被挨骂(有时我觉得我并没有错)。刚才吃饭的时候,我只是随便扒了几口,就没有再吃了!我很讨厌与我弟弟同在一个空间!如果和他同在一个空间的话,恐怕我会窒息!
要考试了!地理,还不是搞得很清楚!太多地方要记了,记不完!为什么政府要这样虐待我们?为什么我们没有选择读那科的权利?如果可以选择的话,我100%不会选地理和历史。其实,为什么我们要读历史?历史是从前发生的事情!那又关我们什么事呢?读来读去,都是我要争这块地之类的故事!没有新鲜一点的呗?要不然咧,就是因为看对方不顺眼,所以想办法要让对方失去权利或者钱财之类的!哇,这样讲讲都酱闷了,还要我怎样读下去?哎呀,算了啦,不管我怎样抱怨,都是要读、要考!我现在真的是求神拜佛,希望一切都会很好!哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈!!!