iphone 4
Suddenly I feel like want an iphone 4, but I know is a 'impossible mission'
for me... The phone I own now, I had dy please my dad for almost a month,
and it jus for almost 5 hundred... he also need to think so long time,
so this time... no nid to please also know he wont buy it for me...
Anyway, I'll try my best to get this... becoz I really like this... LOL.. :)

Another time you hurt me~
I really regret to call my friend to send you tat message.. Now, you really
dont know how to talk to me? Izit becoz onli tat message then you dont
know how to talk? Wth la, jus talk to me like normal la... U knew tat, after
I received tat message from you, I was jus like...... OMG, the person who
sent me this message izit you? Many question marks appear in my brain...
Mayb I had did smtg wrong, but can you jus pretend nth happen be4??
I really wan to chat v u... But now, I had dy no more chance to chat v u...
HELP... I really hav many things wan to tell you...
Please la... jus pretend nth happen...

-SAD-...
Mayb I no need to feel sad... :(

Hoooray~
Oh yeah, finally exam over... :) Is a very happy thing for me.. LOL...
Okay, not really did well in my exam, especially my GEO, got a little bit
regret, becoz the last 6 chapter I studied before I sit for the exam...wth...
Hmm... somemore, yesterday I had did smtg tat also made me feel damn
regret now, but it had dy no choice...... But I hope he will......jus act like
normal...

And YOU... ya, is YOU... awak sendiri cakap selepas ujian boleh sms saya,
tapi mengapa semalam tak sms saya? Saya angkat telefon saya sepanjang
malam untuk menunggu message anda, tapi awak tak sms saya... Awak
tahu saya sangat sedih tak? Awak mesti tak tahu, kerana awak tak hirau
apa awak pernah cakap... :(

Sorry, I really very angry with him, lie me...I damn hate people tat lie to
me...so...byee now..

Whose phone number???
OMG, this few days I reveived a phone call tat is so weird... I dont know
him, but he keep calling me... wth.. so scary... He had try be4 call me
for more than 5 tives in a day, and I had try to call it beck but jus onli
a boy keep laughing... SCARY... Its phone number is 016-xxx4567...
I really feel so annoying with this, I feel tat he knows me, if not why
he keep calling me? Am I right? But I know tat, he is a scary boy,
cause he got mental problem... HAHA...LOL...
Fine... So guys, if u know him, please LET ME KNOW......
IWANTHIMTODIE... :)

HAPPY~
Oh yeah !! Yesterday I sms with him... LOL.. I know I'm very 'sampat'... We
chat for almost 45 minutes and the topic is all about EXAM... I feel so
kesian to him cause his ranking MUST be NO.3, if not computer will
disappear in his life.. LOL.. Mine only need to get FULL As'... Good luck
to you... And also to me...

Hmm...this time exam will make me 'gila', I ask him be4 what to study for
this time exam, he answered me that need to study THE WHOLE BOOK
for every subjects, wth la.. Will die de leh.. He told me yesterday... Jus
study lor, we also no choice.. Ya lor, we also no choice, if we got choice,
then I'll choose not to study.. Haha :)
Anyway, he is the one who encourage me to study...

XX...
LETSTRYOURBESTTOGETGOODRESULTSINOURFINALEXAM... :)

Almost finish~
Ah............(scream loudly) I almost finish my revision, so happy...LOL
I spend almost the whole day to do my revison, but PJK havent study yet,
not really want to study, cause this is not that important as other subjects...

Erm...I'm not really got mood to study, but no choice.
The reason tat I've no mood because of somone...This few days, I'm
jealousing to someone, she look so good with him.. Duh, cause he likes
her too...Owh :( So sad...Besides, I also not happy with someone, I cant
tell who is it, cause she will feel so sad if I say it out... I really feel
unhappy...Scare because of my unhappiness, then I cant get good resutls
in my final exam...

IWANTTOGETGOODRESUTLSINMYFINALEXAM......

一件事让我觉得很伤心~
刚才,

我和我弟闹得很不愉快,

也就是这样,

我想要离家出走。。。

不止这样,

也再次地想要死。

我知道我很傻,

为了一点小事情就想着想那的,

呵呵,

其实不是我傻,

而是我真得忍无可忍。

对不起,

请原谅我的冲动。。。

A post especially to my mum~
Hi, guys.. Once you saw the title of this post, you will think tat I wan to
thanks or watever to my mum rite? Hehe, you guys are totally WRONG...
Actually I wan to 埋怨 her.. Sorry tat I really hav to write this, cause I really
'beh tahan' to her...

Mum, I want you to know tat, I wan to collect money is nt for others things,
is jus I very jealous to others who hav pocket money and they can spend
money unlimited..I know I can't spend money unlimited, but I only wan
some pocket money so tat if I need some money, I can pay it by myself,
but why you want to scold me if I collect the money, is this a mistake? And somemore, everytime while I want to buy something, I will think twice, but
this time my phone fees is only RM30++, then you want to scold me? Is jus only RM30++ only weih....
And somemore, I feel like you very unfare, I need to do houseworks but sis
and bro no need to do...wth la, everytime I wan to buy somethings, then
you will said:"aiyo, this a, so expensive....." But why sis and bro wan to buy,
you'll straight away buy for them without thinking...wth la...
Okay, I think is 2 many things I wan to tell but cant finish 2day.. so...
Mum, I hope tat you can be a fare mummy... and also dont scold me
without any reason.... :)

都只怪你~
OK,当我在写这的时候,

心情欠佳,

都只怪你,

在你的部落写你的心情。。。

我知道这不能怪你,

但当我看完你那篇 “我,活在过去”,

我的眼泪也不知不觉地流了下来。。。

我真的不知道为什么我的眼泪会留下来,

可能我真的很怀念小学的生活。。。

小学的我,

可以说是为了一点小事都可以哭个不停,

但朋友们给予的安慰,

我可以感觉到,

他们的安慰,

是发自于内心的,

但现在我想要再次得到朋友们的安慰,

那可以说是比考试拿到好成绩还要难。。。

怎么说呢?

朋友的安慰,

是很容易得到,

但如你要得到的安慰是发自于内心,

那我不敢奢望,

毕竟人心险恶。。。

中学生涯,

什么事情都得靠自己,

就连分清朋友的好坏也是靠自己。。。

还记得以前小学的时候,

朋友的好坏都是靠朋友,

可能我已经习惯了吧,

现在根本就分不清好和坏。。。

所以我还是要告诉自己:

“ 艳钫,你认命吧!”

Another time~
Haih..YatMun, actually I wan to say sorry to you, while I wrote the previous
post, I feel very angry and tat time I havent say anything to you in
facebook, so I onli wrote tat...So really sorry, please dont care abt it, K?
Actually I dont wan to write tat, but while I'm writing tat, I really feel VERY
angry becoz of someone, and sure, the person is NOT you, so forgiv me, K?

I cut my hair izit a mistake? Why becoz I cut my hair then SHE angry me?
WAIT.. She nt angry me, is hate me... Wat la, I cut my hair also will kena
marah? Then everything I do also wrong rite? Fine, if really I cut my hair
then make you hate me, then you continue, I think I no nid a friend is just
like you...

The 1st day of PMR~
First of all, good luck to all the candidates tat are sitting for the PMR exam today..
and also the following days... :)
Although those Form 1's students hav holiday for almost 1 weeks, butI nt even
feel happy. Once the school reopen, we hav to sit for the final exam...STUDY,
STUDY.. Now everyday also study.. Hate it so much..
Hmm...my dad told me yesterday tat...I NO NID SIT FOR THE PMR EXAM LE..
hahax, so happy..
And SOMEONE who said I spread the wrong story to everyone, U very happi now rite?
Make everyone nt to be my friend.. I really dont know why you become like this, the more
the day you couple, the more you change..I really dont know hw to say, jus feel VERY
sad, within half years, I had ady lost 3 friends..
Nowdays, I din go for recess. Once the bell rang, I straight away go to my duty place
and start my duty, feel so hungry but no choice cuz I cant eat while I'm in the
canteen especially I saw someone...Now everyday at school, I jus feel like wan to die..
If the day in school without HIM, I think I no need to study le...
Hmm, yesterday the same la, also saw him, but I can feel tat he wan to ask/tell me
smtg, but finally, he didnt do tat...But I feel very happy too cuz everything between
me and him had ady CHANGE...

K, I really had to do my revision le.. so byee...
Once again Good luck to all PMR candidates... :)

My Art Drawing~

This is the pic tat I had drew jus nw.. Hmm... I like the butterfly the most.... :) So
hw you guys feel it? Izit ok? I'll draw it during my art's exam.. hope to get good
result for art this time and also for the other exam la..Hmm... I had ady study
BM, KH and also A LITTLE BIT of geo.. Yier, y GEO and SEJARAH so difficult
to study de? I cant even memorize any sentence or words into my mind.. aiyo,
y cant we can skip to study this 2 subjects? Izit important for our future? I dont
think so, cuz this 2 subject is VERY bored for me... :( Anyway, I hope I can pass
my exam in flying colours so tat my mum will feel happy and bring me to travel
this year end..hahax.. cuz this year end's holiday NO ONE nid to sit for the important
exam for next year... :)
So, good luck for me.. :)

心事~
Yesterday, me and Cindy chat for almost a whole night and yet, all those is abt our
心事~After I listen to Cindy, I can feel tat, WE ARE THE SAME... cuz we feel VERY
LONELY at skul... somemore nowdays, She kena kacau from someone, feel so sad
cuz she feel A LITTLE BIT angry at nite... hahax...but yesterday was also a VERY
happy day to her..the reason?? hahax.. cant tell wor.. sorry...

Tomorrow is the LAST DAY I go to skul be4 the PMR exam start...haih..last time I
feel very happi while I'm in skul.. but nw...I feel VERY SAD while I'm in my skul cuz
I dont hav 1 truth friend... Cindy had tell me be4 tat she like primary skul more tat
secondary skul.. VERY AGREE TO HER...hahax.. I feel like I can study MORE WELL
if I'm in primary skul nw although everyday mus stay beck to attend tuition class..
I knew tat its very tired but at least I'm enjoying it...Nt like nw at secondary skul,
everyone is jus like a MONSTER, u mus be very careful while you're talking, if nt...
U will jus like....
Haih, conclusion... PRIMARY SKUL IS MUCH BETTER COMPARE TO SECONDARY
SKUL...

I'm here in xin ci's hse~
Hi, guys. I'm here in Xin Ci's hse...Jus came beck from LICK HUNG~
Hmm....tell you guys a secret...jus nw we ran beck to Xin Ci's hse....SHHH...
NT to tell anyone cuz my mum will scold me....:(
Hahax...I know I'm a naughty girl...:(
Hmm...jus nw I saw him also...he went out the skul...TIDAK SEMPAT to say 'hi'
to him...WATEVER la...dont care abt him la...Hmm...he look VERY different while he
is in the skul....hw to say?? IDK.. jus feel like he is different...

K... Gonna chat v someone...hahax.. so byee la... :)

有商量的余地吗??
前天发生了一些不好的事情,

而我也是第一次在学校哭到要死。

刚才,

我看了她的部落,

是有点伤心,

又再次想要哭了,

她说她的忍耐度是有限的,

我知道丫,

但难道你的忍耐度有限,

我就没有吗?

试问下,

你有被威胁过吗?

每一次当我不听你的时候,

你就会威胁我,

最近,

你更过分,

拉我的头发以要我乖乖听你的话,

你知道我已经受够了吗?

我真的很想要问下,

好人是不是时常都要被欺负呢?
(我不是说我是好人。。。)

我觉得是。。。

我有个朋友说得对,

身边没有一个朋友是可以信任的,

包括好朋友。。。