我讨厌死你!!
啊,去死吧!我真的很讨厌你啊!为什么这个世界上那么地不公平?(注明:我所说的是我弟弟!)我真的很恨你!为什么你做错事,却可以还是那么快乐的度过?不用挨骂。而我,却要被挨骂(有时我觉得我并没有错)。刚才吃饭的时候,我只是随便扒了几口,就没有再吃了!我很讨厌与我弟弟同在一个空间!如果和他同在一个空间的话,恐怕我会窒息!
要考试了!地理,还不是搞得很清楚!太多地方要记了,记不完!为什么政府要这样虐待我们?为什么我们没有选择读那科的权利?如果可以选择的话,我100%不会选地理和历史。其实,为什么我们要读历史?历史是从前发生的事情!那又关我们什么事呢?读来读去,都是我要争这块地之类的故事!没有新鲜一点的呗?要不然咧,就是因为看对方不顺眼,所以想办法要让对方失去权利或者钱财之类的!哇,这样讲讲都酱闷了,还要我怎样读下去?哎呀,算了啦,不管我怎样抱怨,都是要读、要考!我现在真的是求神拜佛,希望一切都会很好!哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈!!!

AGM~
今天是St.John AGM。 哈哈哈,还好啦。可是Yu Yi 竟然放飞机!我不懂啦,可能就某些原因,她不能来?随便啦,只是希望她给我的答案不是“我睡不醒”!!哈哈哈。对不起哦,我不懂我做么一只笑也!恩,要考试了!可是我还在玩电脑、看戏、看小说!没有温习功课~ 就算有,也只是那么的一点!我真的很怕我的成绩会一落千丈,因为最近我不懂为什么,就是很懒惰。就像昨天,我翘补习课,结果被妈妈骂!可是我也不想的,只是我和爱睡,一趟下床就不想要爬起来,就像要冬眠似的,要过好一段时间在起身!哈哈哈,但我不是动物,所以不能冬眠!如果人类冬眠的话,可是永远都不能起来啊!哈哈哈哈哈。。。好啦,不管怎样,我还是要读书!再见啦!

P/S:下次谁留言的话,请不要用guest、anonymous之类的名字,够胆的话,就写你的名字出来!

A cloudy day ~
Okay, today go to school as normal ! The different is, I'm have no mood today ! I want to tell somethings again ! You guys, dont force me to do something that I dont want to do. The whole between me and you guys please dont involve others in it ! I hate you when someone told me that you guys stare at her ! WTF, I really hate you guys so much ! And please remember, not I dont want to join you guys before this, is I feel like I'm the transparent one when I join. You guys didnt really know that I'm just beside you guys and continue your guys topic !!! Eh, come on lah !!! Dont change the fact you know ! It is really annoying to repeat the same thing so many times !!!
Arghhh !!!

Hmm, luckily I still got others friends !! I really feel that lucky as I stop our friendship ! Because I no need face the pressure when I talk with you guys !! HAHAHAHAH :D Anyway, I hope that they will faster ************, then I'll feel damn, super duper happy :D

Some of my friends are so scary !!
Yea. Some of my friends are so scary ! I dont know what are they thinking !! I dont know they are influenced by who.. Yesterday was really a bad day. I cried damn long because of some of the messages of my friends. I really felt that, they are awkward ! They said, for what I had did, is wrong ! But suddenly they ask me weather can forgive them or not.. What this mean ? Since you guys said is my fault, then what for you ask me weather I can forgive you guys or not ? WTH !! I had read those messages many times ! And cried for almost 1 hour. And what conclusion I get ? I dont know ! I really dont know how to face you guys now !! Never mind, since you guys dont believe me, just believe her, then go ahead ! I am okay with this because you guys had did this to me since January ? HAHAHAHHAHA :D (I'm trying to make myself laugh)

I want to do some correction here. First of all, I didnt say you guys are childish ! Please dont simply change the fact ! Besides, you guys please dont use the word: I thought. Can you imagine, I THOUGHT they is a fire in my room, then I call the police/firemen, then when they arrive, nothing happen ! What going happen ? You'll know the answer !! So girls, please dont tell me "I thought" anymore ! Because this word might hurt others because THAT IS NOT THE FACT !! ARGHHHHH, I really dont know how to face you guys ! You guys really scary !

You guys really hurt me. I wont believe you guys anymore as you guys not believe me also !! This make me feel so scare to get a friend already !! :(

The second time ~
在我们人生经历的每一件事,都可能会发生第二次。但,我们往往都希望第二次并不会发生,因为这可能会把我们的感受再次拖下谷底。今天,是我在学校为了她,哭了第二次。当时的我,可以说是,崩溃了!眼泪就是这样不断地涌了出来,虽然我告诉自己:“艳钫,坚强一点,不要再为了她而哭。” 但,这时,我哭得更凶!我真的很讨厌我自己,为什么每次做错的不是我,但禰补错误的却是我。为什么我就是不可以坚强一点,潇洒一点,地摆脱她们?其实,你不要以为我不知道你在我背后做过什么事情,我知道得一清二楚!!我真的很想一把一把狠狠地打你,但我不能!!但有什么方法可以让我抒解我的压力?算了,我想我只能自己承受这些事情!!没有人会明白我!!

The first day ~
Hi, guys. I'm here again. Hmm, exam is just around the corner and I havent study yet. WTH, after took our report card mayb two weeks ? Then need exam. SO FAST !! AHHHHHH....
Today is the first day I wore St. John Half-u to school. And I dont think it is a good thing ! HAHAHAHHA. YEAH, 3/9 will be the St.John's dinner in Puchong. HAHAHAHAHA, I will attend the dinner :D HAHAHAH.. Nah, whatever ! Tomorrow SEAFIELD's CARNIVAL, and it will be an awesome carnival I have never been before. So guys, enjoy yourself !

I really tired with my life, I feel like just want to ignore everybody in my life and do whatever I want. By the way, I know it is impossible ! I got a bad gastric yesterday and I cant even cure it with medicine. This is the second time, I think. The first time was before I masuk hospital that time ! AHHAHAHAHA. Actually, I quite enjoy the time when I'm in the hospital ! But the thing I regret much is, I didnt sit fot february's test !! I tremendously regret because that is the first time I skip my exam ! LOL. Okay, that is past tense ! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA !!


Today one of my friend told me something, and I'm really about that ! HAHAHAHAHA, I am really happy that he will appreciate what I had did ! LOL ? HAHAHAHHA. I dont know why I'm so hyper... But HAHAHAHHAHA. LOL :D

Hmm... Okay, change the topic. Lets talk about friendship. What friendship means ? I dont really understand its meaning but I think one day I can understand it. Actually, most of my friends were acting. They always told others that they are innocent, but actually, they know everythings more than you ! So, beware of those people who always say that they are innocent ! HAHAHAHAHHA...

WOW, why today's post so long ? HAHAHAAHAH, dont know. Cause I feel like want to use the laptop till it burst !! HAHAHAHAHA.. I know its impossible !!

OMG ~
WALAU, I really beh tahan liao !! I didnt even sleep yesterday night and today in school, I am just feel like want to sleep ! Walau, is not my fault weih, why I'm the one who is suffering like hell ? I feel like want to slap myself to not to care about this but I really cant !! Tell you guys a secret, I cried yesterday night.. I dont really know the reason, but the tears were just coming out without inform me !! LOL ? Okay, forget about that. Today, Kah Ming cried at school also. I ask for the reason, he said that he 拒绝 from Tzyy Jee. O.o HAHAHHAHA, quite shock when he told me this !! HAHAHHAHAHA. Now everything is quite okay, (if the ghost dont call me again) I hope that tonight she wont call me again so I can sleep !!! HAHAHAHHAHA :D
Anyway, to all my friends, I know you guys very worry about me, but I'm okay !! HAHAHHAHAHA !! I promise, if I really beh tahan, then I will scold her like I scold my brother/sisters !! HAHHHAHAHAHA :D As you know I'm very GANAS :D

long time ago ~
WOW, such a long time I didnt update my blog. O.o Many things had happen and I'm the one who is suffering !! I really dont know, why this world still got a stupid girl just like you. You like him, then why you want to blame me that I'm his girlfriend ? And warn me not to talk/chat with him anymore. Eh, come on lah, he is my friend, okay ? Why cant I talk/chat with him ? Besides, you like him, then what for you call me every night and scold me ? Stupid action, you know ? I really gonna fed up !! I dont even know how to face you now. I know when my friends who want to help me get out of this suffer, they want to talk face to face to you, but I dont let because I scare you will hate me more, so I think I'll just let this problem solve by itself. And please, can you please stop spamming my phone ? I scare to on my phone because I know YOU'RE SPAMMING MY PHONE. WTH !! HAIH.. This thing has affect many people hate you, I dont really want to see that you're alone, seriously !! I hope you can stop scolding me as I'M INNOCENT !!